i thought talking to zack would help our past relationship out. i guess i was wrong, i miss him so much. i didn’t think it would hurt me this much considering we’ve broken up and gotten back together so many times. when we’re alone, he tells me he loves me and maybe if i got myself together we could be together.. him talking to other girls makes me not want to get myself together because its showing me he doesnt want it. i have to stop doing things for other people because they want me too, maybe getting my thoughts and myself together is a good for me. not just for everybody else.